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The Cruel Division

by Sullivan Fall

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THIS CIRCUS REVIVAL WILL END IN TEARS by Sullivan Fall All the self-help, made-up boys were waiting Outside the hive that would keep them in for a couple of hours While sad little sisters were busy contemplating How to corner off some breathing room from the wallflowers As the minutes passed by the division of sides was growing Between the bleeders and the cutters someday everybody's got to choose The bleeders always knew how to get it flowing While the cutters all they had to show was another bruise But at least you knew the body was being used But we all showed up for the same reason To dull this same unyielding fear The circus only comes during this season And this season only comes once a year But its always the same thing as the last song's ending nears Nobody's getting up till everyone's in tears Everybody's gonna cry tonight, caught up in the glow of the suffering light Saying "all we know is what we feel" Everybody's gonna cry tonight, letting all their sorrows out into the sight And if we can't feel it then we know it's not real.
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HONEY’S TOO HOT by Sullivan Fall Honey’s too hot to hang around here, to hang around here keeping us distracted Honey’s too hot for us to be near, the intentions are clear but they're not enacted For fear Mother nature makes a cruel division Between the beautiful and those who call it love In the corners waiting for permission For a moment to be graced by the presence of A pretty face like yours will only lead to dreams that don’t come true And what’s more, you kiss this frog and he won’t turn into something Good enough for you They never do Cause Honey’s too hot as she smokes in the cold In her coat and blindfold until break is over Honey’s too hot for us to behold, to be so controlled, they all want to show her To punch out for lunch an hour, punch in till afternoon is done Punch out now that the day is over she’s too beaten to go out for fun Honey’s too hot to stay in this light Her smile once bright is now kept for weekends When honey gets caught in some singleton’s sight, he’ll do for the night But he’s not worth keeping for more A pretty face like yours was meant to see your dreams never come true And then one morn, you’re face to face with all that's become of you Honey we do what we can not what we want to do Honey’s too hot to stay here for long To sing the same song like some one-shot wonder Honey’s too hot as she waits by the door, her eyes on the floor She’s there waiting for her one to take her home.
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IT'S NOT FUNNY by Sullivan Fall It's not funny when I fall on my face It's not funny that i'm still in this place So stop laughing, stop laughing, it isn't funny to me To me It's not clever to play dead when you're not It's not clever to pretend you've forgot So stop laughing, stop laughing, it isn't funny to me, To me Oh your sad ugly smile, all the while, you act like nothing's wrong Oh your sad ugly smile, all the while, when everything is wrong It's not funny i can't make you understand It's not funny that my life is in your hands So stop laughing, stop laughing, it isn't funny to me To me.
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YOUR FRIEND AND MINE by Sullivan Fall Between Emily and Amy, i stopped to catch my breath But in this holy coat in winter i only caught my death And if i spent this last night, under the snow and streetlight Waiting for the cold to take me slowly Between Emily and Amy, the minister appealed For someone to remember the boy who's fate was sealed But nobody could think of any word worthy enough And so the silence sent them on their leaving When the truth catches up with you, what else can a liar do? The truth catches up to you and you're caught without a line When the truth catches up with you, what else can a lover do? The truth catches up with you, caught between your friend and mine.
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AS SOON AS THE DAY ENDS by Sullivan Fall Never been an early riser Keep waking up but none the wiser As soon as this rain ends i'm going out walking And i don't know if i will be back again It's always been the same surrender A flash of lust but just forget her As soon as the fall comes i've got to be leaving Or else i'll never make it out again This morning mix won't fix this feeling That all this time i've just been stealing But sooner or later it all ends up when You can take what is left, this will be yours then As soon as the day ends.
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Lover's Knot 04:00
LOVER'S KNOT by Sullivan Fall I can't get away from you (3x) No matter what i try to do This lover's knot has got me, this lover's lock has got me through This lover's knot has got me, this lover's knot has caught me too But we know that we will not let this go The longer we keep this lie (3x) The further from the last goodbye This lover's knot has got me, this lover's lock has got me through This lover's knot has got me, this lover's knot has caught me too But we know that we will not let this go.
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CAROLE LOMBARD 2008 by Sullivan Fall I wish that i could love like Carole Lombard can Though those silly boys would run, she’d always get her man And take them for a ride from the dump to the upper west side Oh those movies lied So i spent the weekend in, just drinking down my shames And lusting after her, the screwiest of dames The passion meters rise with that fiery look in her eyes All those beautiful lies And when those Hollywood blondes hit their marks in the spotlight It makes a mere mortal like me always tend to lose sight And how fast these red-blooded dreams turn into black and white Now there's nothing left for me to fill the afternoons So I’m watching her parade through hoodlums and buffoons While looking for the one who’ll give her heart a run Until the movie’s done Could anyone? Because love, it ruins soup love does You wonder what the point of it was Until you’re begging for the taste of it once more to find you And love, it makes you dumber than dirt You lose your hat, your tie, and your shirt Until you're asking for a little more l’amour Anything that binds you I wish that i could love like Carole Lombard can.
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CARRY YOU OUT by Sullivan Fall Sad-eyed girl you’re looking worse for wear Not enough sunlight, one too many cares That aren’t worth caring about But i promise to carry you out That blind drunk look still hanging in your eyes Happy with the consolation prize And when you kiss me with that morning pout I will still carry you out The winter’s coming, girl, we’ll freeze to death Hold the mirror on each others breath And when the spring reveals us, there’ll be no doubt Someone will have to carry us out Someone will have to carry us out.
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A GIRL LIKE YOU by Sullivan Fall With a girl like you i might eat breakfast I’d do my best to sleep and not get restless Oh the things i’d do, for a girl like you With a girl like you, i’d lose defenses And spill all of my confidences Make sense too, for a girl like you And if you don’t believe it why don’t you give it a try And if i can't relieve it, you’ve got the right to tell me goodbye With a girl like you, i would be singing From streetlamps i’d been seen a-swinging The things i’d do, for a girl like you With a girl like you, when presented In the finest rooms not be resented For what i’d do, for a girl like you And if you can't conceive me, still won't you give me a turn I’ll warm you over believe me and if i can’t then leave me to burn With a girl like you beside me, i’m taking my shot For a girl like you beside me, how could i not.
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In Leaving 04:16
IN LEAVING by Sullivan Fall Such a happy camper that i could never leave my tent Until you called me over, the princess and the soldier, was never meant Dumb luck couldn't find a smarter girl to trick Left my shell to see you, so sure that i was see-through, you never looked The suffering of morning, out past the point of boring, hung out and hooked No cut could bleed me out so quick In leaving you i'm leaving nothing, nothing that matters, that can't go wrong I'll tell the truth of all those mornings that i spent believing it could be you This stupid pageantry we go through is just one more thing that i won't miss But i'm not doing this to hurt you cause you have him and i have this In leaving you i'm leaving nothing, nothing that matters, that can't go wrong I lost it all on some dull morning while still believing it could be you that would keep me coming to.
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Navy Day 03:15
NAVY DAY by Sullivan Fall The ships are out its navy day and all the flags are waving proud There's no doubt on navy day because doubt is not allowed The sun shines bright on navy day, hurray, hurrah and shining on Let freedom ring on navy day until evil is gone Oh how far we'll fly, up above the crowds so high, they're smiling Nothing's gonna keep us down, not when we've got them around still flying We will not be scared and if they try we'll show them then for sure That our hearts are pure The sun sets now on navy day and there is nothing left to fear The sun goes down on navy day till it rises up next year.
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MALADY AND ME by Sullivan Fall Seamus, i'm shameless and famously corrupt Haven't left this bed in days but i'm keeping my big mouth shut Handsome, how come you're dumb enough to stay To watch this once great beauty slowly waste away God knows heaven holds no place for me But i never cared for his sort of divinity Honest Adonis, do all this as you're told Wrap me in your muscular arms and maybe i won't feel so cold God knows that you've shown so much patience with me But i've got to stay with my own sordid company Honey i'm too tired to be true Remember that your youth belongs to you Just find someone who will never let you be Just like me and malady Darling it's no use to change my mind (malady and me) To look for something you will never find (malady and me) Just find someone who will never let you be Just like malady and me.

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The first collection of Sullivan Fall recordings.

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released February 1, 2008

Made by Sullivan Fall in Calgary, 2008.
More info: sullivanfall@gmail.com or sullivanfall.tumblr.com

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Sullivan Fall Calgary, Alberta

Sullivan Fall makes awkward rocking pop. His tenth and most recent album is entitled ADMIT THE ABSENCE FITS.

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